My world, My way~

Hey dear~

This is the first time I feel truely sorry about what I've thought about you last few days.

Now I know that I've been thinking too much and shouldn't have made the same mistake over and over again.

I guess it's because of the lessons I've learned from the previous relationships that kinda make me lost the basic thing between two close people, trust.

I promise that from today on, I will not be suspicious again and will try to focus on the present.

It's new year nei~

Happy 2011 la~

I know I know, we'll celebrate again while I got back la...but still wanna say it nei...

Miss you la...a lot a lot nei...hao sha nei....

Hmm...dunno why i have to murmur here instead of telling you la...maybe cuz I've already said it so many times la? lol

Morning, time to get up but refuse to, cuz we were still kissing in my dream a while ago……I miss you.

“ Sure sure” Subconsciously replying others in the way you talk……I miss you.

Keep repeating our last conversation in my head so that I can endure the time gap between last phone call and the next one…..I miss you.

Feel like the thought of missing you is killing me, thinking it’d relieve a bit by listing things that I miss you , but only made it worse…….

Miss you….not just simply saying it.

Well, at least that's what I can call it now.

The truth is, it hurts if you can't be yourself.

So, here comes the question, how much do u know about yourself?

Are you sure you are the one you claim you know?

Tell me then, why does it hurt if you can't say you love someone when the fact is you are completely in love with him?

And who says it has to have a perfect ending?

Besides, what's the definition of perfect ending anyway?

I guess the answer varies from everyone.

As long as you feel right and good about it, I don't see why there's a reason to stop it.

No one can ever fuck you so hard as someone you are fucking with. Woo, I really love that line! LOL

沒想到可以過的這麼開心

果然遇到對的人真的很重要啊!!!!(內心狂喊: 還我的青春來!!!)

Anyway, thank you all for the most unforgettable birthday ever~

我知道我會越來越正, just wait and see~!

p.s. And you know I love you, mom, always~

8/22

嚇死人了

居然被搭訕的人說已經觀察我三個月了, 有沒有這麼誇?

我是被甩了沒錯 但我也沒有迫切需要有這種令人害怕的愛慕者= =

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"其實我不想對你 戀戀不捨 , 但甚麼讓我輾轉反側

不覺我說著說著 天就亮了 我的嘴角嚐到一種苦澀 "

                                        <張學友 心如刀割>

這幾天 總會下意識的哼著這兩句歌詞

記得有人跟我說 心痛的感覺其實不是痛, 所以甚麼心如刀割實在是很做作

終於, 在透過父母的交涉後, 對方打了電話

" 喂,  怎了, 好嗎? "

(os: 你誰啊你)

" 沒啊, 看你好不好"

" 你說呢"

What does it take to feel sweet and gentle again?

Is it that I'm so stupid to be tricked by the same trick twice?

God knows why I have to be so patient and sweet all the time?

Who says that I have to be available at 24/7 ?

And so what are the secrets that's hiding from all these conversations?